There are things THAT I said I would never do
There are fears THAT I can not believe have come true
For my soul is too sick and too little and too late
and myself I have grown to weary to hate

The more I stay in here
The more it's not so clear
The more I stay in here
The more I disappear

As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure


IS THERE somebody on top of me
I don't know I don't know
ISN'T ANYBODY stopping me?
I don't know I don't know
I won't try and hold my breath
I don't know I don't know
Just how far DOWN can I go
I don't know I don't know I DON'T KNOW

As I lay here and stare
the fabric starts to tear
It's far beyond repair
And I don't really care

As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur